You should stop talking to him because he’s just messing with your head. But you should continue because he’s messing with it in the best way and it makes your heart thump really hard and feel as light as air and it’s the most amazing thing - until it falls back down and hits you in the chest and you cant breath and it feels like you just want to die because there’s no point living if you feel like this and it wont get better because he doesn’t like you and he never will. And then you talk to him and everything is ok again because he’s amazing.